DRIVING :) ~

OHEMGEE
I'm going to learn driving :) ~
Life is so exciting lately . Yesterday, I went out with a lot of people . Well, people that I could be myself around :) ~

Starting to realize, whatever happens in Malaysia is just a plain, awesome MEMORY . Cause nobody could go back in time, what about looking forward.. right ?

And yeah, someone is not worth me worrying about . I mean, more like CARING about . This feeling is not going to be gone for awhile, but I hope it's not getting deeper ? Maybe I should do something, well lotsaaaa things to keep myself busy. Or else, I will think too much and end up being unhappy again.

Aihh, so much for being happy around people, and seeing people happy around me :) ~
If only, if onlyyyyy things were a little different ? Anyway, I apologized to Jacque today :) . I didn't know she cried over the stuff happened a couple of days ago .
I feel guilty taking it out on her because of things happening in one single day. ><
I'm such a bad bestfriend T3T

GOODBYEMALAYSIA2010 :(

geez ><
this place is absolutely awesome, i have gotten so many good memories from this simple place .
gonna be back to ny, world of dramas geez . not that im unhappy, im excited to see frenz frm ny >< but thrs just sumthin bout here that i cant let go . god, where do i belong reli ...

are yhu gonna miss me ? i wonder ...

IDKIDKIDK

the more i try to simplify things, the more complicated they get .
wuhs wrong wih today ?? today is the worst dayyyyy of august ><
i wish tmr could be better ><"

i'll prayhardtonight.

THROWBACKS :) !!

HAHAHA

I just noticed all my posts out there talk about life, and bad sad and ridiculous moments. Though idk how did i get here, feeling all that happy and blessed, but I got to thank god for that >:] !

The moment I step into Malaysia, my life changed. I met all these people that taught me life is not all about me, myself and I . I want to live a life, not just surviving.

I have the most blessed trip ever in my life :)
Things that I thought that I wouldn't be able to do in my life just appear possible !

Far back, I remember how foolish I was, I doubted god. I kept hating god for giving me obstacles in life. I finally realize, those were lessons. If those obstacles did not show up at all, I would still be as foolish or maybe worse.

meeting J is what gives me hope ;) <3