imsoselfish.

I don't want to get close with anyone . Once I get close to you, I won't let you go easily >.< "
It's a weakness, but it's also a strength . IDK what to do T3T
It's like, I don't want my best friend to be stolen away, and for a fact I know, I can't be so selfish and greedy to keep one person alone to myself. They could pursuit happiness in their life the way they want to, either in love or what-so-ever . But still, even though that's what I tell myself, I, myself still have a hard time cooping with whatever reasonable argument I came up with ...

But after reading Sue's blog, I think my life is not really that hard . At least, putting up a smile is way easier than having to deal with family problems, financial and stuff all at the same time . Compare to her, my life is so much more chill .

Urgh...